bonjour tristesse

i somehow hate the sky right now.or maybe i am just scared.scared of the terrible things that happen...

Sat, 14 May 2011 11:58:32 -0400

i somehow hate the sky right now.or maybe i am just scared.scared of the terrible things that happen there.clouds,falling water,dying stars.

maybe i am just paranoid or an idiot.or both.

"So you attempt to hide your loneliness in public, to behave, in fact, as though you have too many..."

Sat, 30 Apr 2011 12:08:25 -0400

“So you attempt to hide your loneliness in public, to behave, in fact, as though you have too many friends already, and thus you hope to attract people who will unwittingly save you.
But it never works that way. Your condition is written all over your face, in the hunch of your shoulders, in the hollowness of your laugh. You fool no one.”

- David Marosek (via serialstranger)

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buddycat2: This is poem 25 from Kyo’s second book of poetry,...

Thu, 28 Apr 2011 13:05:58 -0400

buddycat2:

This is poem 25 from Kyo’s second book of poetry, Zenryaku. For anyone inclined to be offended by the imagery, keep in mind that it’s art signed off on by a 28-year-old Shinto Buddhist who was, at the time, very into making a splash with shocking imagery and lyrics. Take it with a grain of salt.

Jesus Christ

愛情もって接しています
感情もって殺してやるよ
自由に笑えたアノ日々を思い出しますか？

迫り狂う恐怖の園
つまりソコは檻の外
だんだんと慣れてはくるが何時かはこの傷消えますか？

バットを持って人間狩り
もっと俺と遊びましょう

辻褄合わせの付合いきれない一般論に祝福だろ

そばにいれる不幸せは
そこでみせる意味合わせと何ら変わりはしない
お前らの社会の中で俺は上手く笑えてますか？

惨めなのはどっちかな？
真面目なのはそっちかな…

傷つきボロボロになっていっそう壊れてしまえばまたまた笑えるだろうよ

きっといつか嘆きの叫びがお前達を神へと導くだろう

English: Note: I rewrote a lot of this translation for the usual reason: it was uncolloquial to the point of being comic, which is NOT the intent of the poem. The line that begins “I’m fed up” is still very awkward, I know. I spent a frustrating 45 minutes on that line, and that’s the closest to the Japanese I could get it. As previously stated, I’m not a professional translator.

Jesus Christ

Connecting by way of love
I will kill you with emotions
Do you remember the days when you could laugh freely?

Impending madness, the garden of terror
In short, “there” is outside the cell
I am gradually growing accustomed to it, but when will the scar fade?

Human-hunt with a bat
Come play with me some more

I’m fed up with the fact that you bless the prevailing view just for consistency’s sake

The unhappiness you can put aside
Is no different from the forced implication shown there
Am I smiling satisfactorily in the midst of your society?

Who is more miserable?
I guess you all are more serious about it…

If you get more hurt, more ragged and more broken, I bet you can smile again and again

Surely someday a cry of grief will lead you all to god

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bonjour tristesse: there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all, but...

Wed, 27 Apr 2011 12:45:47 -0400

bonjour tristesse: there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all, but...:

darkemotionsoftheheart:

hitokuineko:

hitokuineko:

there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all,
but one of the things,which i stumble upon the most,especially on the internet is this:

Hi my name is Insert-something-common-or-uncommon-here-idk, -age, -sexual orientation-

i wonder..what does the sexual orientation of a person…

I believe that I dont have to say if whether I’m a girl or not , actually when they’re asking me to introduce myself online , I just tell my nickname and my age , and my place , I dont even bother to say my gender or sexual orientation. I dont really get it really , but I see people equally regardless of their age, gender etc..

i do so,too.i don’t care about anything,really,and to be honest i sometimes doubt my brain is even capable of making a difference.gender,age,sexual orientation,not a single part of me cares and that’s why i am kind of irritated by such things.

I know exactly what you mean , it’s irritating when you dont care about a single thing but you still have to think about it just because you’re alive.

i care about many things,actually.just not about gender and blah. i am sorry,that i expressed it like this:/

made me laugh.

Wed, 27 Apr 2011 12:39:41 -0400

made me laugh.

bonjour tristesse: there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all, but...

Wed, 27 Apr 2011 12:36:59 -0400

bonjour tristesse: there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all, but...:

hitokuineko:

there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all,
but one of the things,which i stumble upon the most,especially on the internet is this:

Hi my name is Insert-something-common-or-uncommon-here-idk, -age, -sexual orientation-

i wonder..what does the sexual orientation of a person…

I believe that I dont have to say if whether I’m a girl or not , actually when they’re asking me to introduce myself online , I just tell my nickname and my age , and my place , I dont even bother to say my gender or sexual orientation. I dont really get it really , but I see people equally regardless of their age, gender etc..

i do so,too.i don’t care about anything,really,and to be honest i sometimes doubt my brain is even capable of making a difference.gender,age,sexual orientation,not a single part of me cares and that’s why i am kind of irritated by such things.

loveslight: radiostarkiller: who is artist time to find style...

Wed, 27 Apr 2011 12:34:17 -0400

loveslight:

radiostarkiller:

who is artist time to find

style looks familiar but unsure…

jennidrinksboba: Where is this from? ._.

Wed, 27 Apr 2011 12:32:38 -0400

jennidrinksboba:

Where is this from? ._.

there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all, but one of the things,which...

Wed, 27 Apr 2011 12:29:14 -0400

there are many things i don’t understand,probably nothing at all,
but one of the things,which i stumble upon the most,especially on the internet is this:

Hi my name is Insert-something-common-or-uncommon-here-idk, -age, -sexual orientation-

i wonder..what does the sexual orientation of a person say about them?
Is it even relevant,or relevant enough to be in an introduction-post?

does the world need to know who preferably sleep with?does it really depict your personality in any way?

or maybe i get it wrong.it would be nice if anybody could tell me.

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mizenscen: The Blue Bird, 1918. Dir. Maurice Tourneur.

Wed, 27 Apr 2011 12:12:26 -0400

mizenscen:

The Blue Bird, 1918. Dir. Maurice Tourneur.

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